Also kids, I’ll be on skype for a few hours today until I have to switch accounts for an anniversary skype date tonight. So add me and talk to me if you want. Skype name: vocabularylips

Anonymous asked: i would still like to be beaten by you, and to be spit on by you, and to be verbally humiliated by you, and to be forced to lick the bottoms of your shoes. please.

So cute, anon! If you come off of anon I could give you my porn blog that is basically all dedicated to BDSM type stuff.

Anonymous asked: have you been admitted to a mental hospital

I was for a short visit but talked my way out of there pretty quickly. Sorry that response took a while. I was a little busy.

Anonymous asked: did you have any difficulty talking about it with your therapist

My first few therapists I refused to speak to, a few others were complete idiots and I just fucked with them. My last few, especially the one I have right now have been incredibly helpful. And as they were there to help me unblock these memories I’m willing to speak to them about it, up to a point.

Anonymous asked: was this found out before your incident or did you have to discover that in therapy

My entire childhood was blocked, it took until a few months ago to even unblock that.

Anonymous asked: well yeah everyone loves your secrets of course. speaking of which, would you like to go into what caused you to be a sociopath?

It’s not something I’m particularly fond of recounting however I’ll do this once so if anyone asks me in the future I can point them this way. When I was younger I had a babysitter with a teenage son, during my times at her house while she would babysit me and leave me alone with him he proceeded to rape me multiple times. Over the course of that time I lost all empathy for most everyone.

Anonymous asked: how old were you at the time of the freak out? you know I could ask you all of this on skype and make it far less public

I was 20 at the time of the public freak out. Also yes that would be easier but I’m talking to my boy and we are long distance so we don’t get to talk very often so I’m kinda entwined in that conversation currently. Also what is the point of an anon blog if not to air your dirty secrets publicly? aahahaha

Anonymous asked: haha rad okay was that it? and through continued therapy they figured out your mental hang-ups?

Yeah two years of therapy and different psychs tossing me around they figured it out. Shortly after my public freak out my parents got out of my all my suicide attempts so that was really the thing that set the options down in stone. I still have to watch my ass if I don’t want to end up there.